entities of green…golden and blue..

the angel Solariel admiring a Crystal

calm morning at the sanatorium

-«i find myself so fragile….so naked in the light of all that is real…..often i wish to vanish»

Doctor Freund; -«but if this fragility is accepted….allowed to be a thing to be pondered upon….would it not be a good thing to continue and not become nothing?»

-«to become nothing….it is not easy..»

Doctor Freund;-«indeed it is not…it seems we endure with much tenacity…..and so my hope for you is to continue to exist….when ending is so difficult….is it not just as well to endeavour to endure with as much grace as possible?»

-«yes…..yes i will attempt to do just that»

the magicians of Ordo Mysticae

they considered themselves interested in lessening suffering while still understanding that growth can hurt….in other words…..though they had difficulties accepting it….they considered themselves good…

But what is good then?  What is the good intention?

And could they conceive a secret path that would help humans to walk for themselves as well as for animals?  could they make a conspiracy for good?

Or would they wander mostly silently for compassion?